Take Me With You

2005-06-12T22:48:00.000-07:00

--Stuffed--
Reporting from malaysia. Not at any cybercafe. using my cousin laptop. not that 13 years old idiot. another couz, ready to pack off to uni. so hot the weather. my aunt hubby taking me to lots of places. tomorrow going somewhere to pick strawberrires, according to him its a "short" ONE hour car ride. Haiz. At last back to civilisation. Yip Yip Yap Yap Hoo HooRay!!! Yippee Yappee Yay! lolz. I found out my phone sim card is auto roaming, so i m not really un-reachable. lolx. oh of coz, the bill is much more expensive. like, one sms costs around 50cents. but i only sent a couple, to nicholas and yiying. haha... listening to tong hua now, my couz got download. i cant sign in to msn messager in the meantime, coz dont know msn or the connection got probs. anyway, ya. thats in. back to singapore at 21 june. await my return.

2005-06-01T08:21:00.000-07:00

no sad stuff today!

stace. i decided to address one of ur post i found amusng. that msn nickname one. yep. i agree with you. i really dont understand why peex use "ishh" instead of "is". i mean, "is" is faster to type rite?

Heyx. Yup. that guy i [currently] like. Yup. Still being frens with him. Yup. Fine! I really really like him kaes? And I wanna tell nic i Dont like him anymore! Kinda hard-hearted. Yup, but that's the truth. I dont think he minds though, since i suspect he also like someone else. Yup. Strongly suspect.

i sense...a danger nearby. silent footsteps. approaching.

tell me if u guys are tired of this sick lovey dovey stuff kaes? Coz i really been going up n down in my love life. Generated so much feelings. LoLx

He departs.

2005-05-30T03:53:00.000-07:00

Precious memories. Happy times.
I left him. In search of the true one.
Blinded by love. Many a times i did not question.
The meaning behind true love.
Is it the heart's throb, waiting for his call.
Is it the joy, at hearing his voice.
The true meaning, has not these.
You share jokes, you laugh together.
You dont feel awkward, instead you feel warm.
You dont bother to impress, you know he is impressed.
These, my life experiences, perhaps.
May change as time comes.
May change when i discover another meaning behind.

But for now, i am just happy to know this all. Contended to know who's the real one. Happy to know he's with me all along. In the meantime, let me just try, to resolve this deep, deep, misunderstanding. For there is no way i can have two at one.

-Check back nxt month

2005-05-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

srry guys i cant blog more often this and next week. Do check back next month-i'll be blogging then. i'll miss u guys. if u really really need to tell me anything, pls sms me, dont tag. i wont be online for a VERY long time, right until June. Kaes guyz, ii noe its a very short post, but i m in a hurry. Just to inform u guys not to visit until June. Thx. Dont be disappointed. I'll make it up to u guys. Extra entertaining blogs. Promise.

Phew!

2005-05-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

I realised that there's alot more to helping others set up their blogs. A few "decades" ago, it was juz to open anaccount for them. A "year" ago, it was just to search blogskins for the backgrounds. Now, it was to customise the background. I just finished an extremely tired task of customising one's background. It's not as simple as changing the person's details or anything, but to use a picture as the background. This picture, happens to be one of 5566.
You might ask, why cant i just search blogskins for the background? To which i'll answer: yes, i tried. But the designers are just so "artistically inclined."---NOT. Those made were SO TERRIBLE, you would have thought the "designers" are blind.
In the end, i just choose a blogskin with a background of a pair of shoes. I changed the background to one of 5566, which i got from google. I replaced the rest of the pictures at the sides with a big and cute pooh, also from google. Then i changed the colours of the font, coz with the changed background, the words cant be seen. I left the music alone, coz it's 5566's wo nan guo, which i strongly suspect will be my fren's choice.
That's what prevented me from blogging. Yup. So if anyone reading this blog, if u want to customise your blog, pls pls dont look for me. Go look for blossom, she willing to help everyone, though i strongly suspect she adopted the entire blogskins, without changing anything except da particulars.
Happy blogging.

Life is Unpredictable

2005-05-10T03:46:00.000-07:00

Lots of things happened in sch today, so let me tell them in sequence.
In da early morning, before assembly, we saw through all da props for our literature play. to our horror, one of da most important prop is missing. Nicholas was suppose to bring it. And he is not in sch yet. It was 7.07am. Nicholas usually comes at 6.55am. As Nicholas was absent the prevous day, we were spectatualting of his absence today. At that moment, he walked in.
He, the guy, caused uproar in our group. (afterall we were getting worried)
++fast forward++
during PE, i caught a leaf that has yet to touch da ground. I made a wish on it and kept da leaf. It's 'bout love life.
++fast forward++
We got through performing da literature play easily. Teacher gave us allowence of a few more days. we performed to let teacher give comments so that we could improve on da play.
++fast forward++
Stayed back in school to do da Adobe Photoshop Project. It's now half-completed. Walked to da MRT station with Ivan, Jing Kai, Jun Xi and Kok Chin. Ivan said would be a lady and take the bus to da MRT station. He also said that 'll not be willing to walk with guys, so i proved him wrong. Hphfmh...as if i afraid of a mere 4 guys.
++fast forwar++
Nicholas had fever at 39.++ yesterday. He was absent. I strongly suspect he only came today coz of da literature script. Nice of him-thoughtlful.

Seeking

2005-05-09T03:22:00.000-07:00

Honey baby, i am SO good at seeking out trouble.

+::fast forward::+

Today = another BORING day in da sch. Siaz. Nicholas absent sia.

Oh. Friday is my sch's holiday! Coz our performing arts did well in da SYF-tt includes drama(gold with honors) kk lah, stop bragging liao.

Tomorrow we'll be staging a major play. This play marks will be counting 50% for da exam. So wish me luck kk?

i wiishh they wont show their backs to da audience. gonna minus hen duo fen

Da blog

2005-05-07T20:13:00.000-07:00

If u checked out da linkx section u'll notice i added a last link: "My 2nd blog".

Dont gasp, dont panic, dont wonder. That blog is created 4 everyone. Dont remove me from ur links. Coz both blogs 'll be functioning.

Explanation: If u scroll down, keep scrolling and click on my archives, then continue scrolling...

if u r an anderson peex, from my class, it'll be so obvious who i like, who "he" is. so tt new blog 'll have no names mentioned. I wont link u guyz there too. coz they might click on da links then from ur blog, find out MY blog...da results: love life disaster. so here's my new blog:http://jacque92.blogspot.com

Slping away my Saturday

2005-05-07T08:56:00.000-07:00

-yup. slept away my saturday.

-morning: went to meet nicholas n some fren outside ny poly. went to min hui's house to do work.
-afternoon: since min hui lives in hougang ave 8, wo zoomed off to hougang mall for lunch, then went shopping for mother's day gift.
-late afternoon: slping
-7pm-11pm: slping
-now: blogging
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obviously nothing much happen. -if u missed the fact i got to spent my sat with nicholas doing da literature play-which was a complete disaster.

At last

2005-05-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

I changed my blogskin. Hope u guys like it better. i added back my tagboard too. yup.

exam time i sit in front of ivan. so now we sitting tt way, i keep talking to him lah. then nicholas sit 2 seats away from me. i think nicholas is jealous i keep talking to ivan. *promise to find out more 'bout it.* +++no more misunderstandings+++

In Trouble

2005-05-05T23:56:00.000-07:00

I did such a stupid thing in sch today tt it lead me into trouble. Get ready ur handkerchitf...in case u laugh till u cry. Ok. so u guys noe nicholas. tt guy. so u guys noe ivan too. ivan is a guy tt my class thinks i like -- but actually i dont. the story...:
ivan keeps saying i like nicholas, so i fed up. in science lesson i wrote i hate nicholas n deep hatred all over my foolscape. only the last two lines haven write yet then that science teacher saw. confiscated. then she read those words n thought i got pyscological problem or something. she gave the thing to my form teacher, ms. leow. i suppose my science teacher was quite concern 'bout this fake hatred... but she shld have recognise a sec one "prank" i actually wanted to give the foolscape to ivan. then ms. leow approached me. she also blur blur thought i really hate nicole.(which was the exact opposite.) she ask me what did nicole do to me to make me hate him so much. "did nicholas bully you" i was like "NO!! Nicholas is so SWEET" anyway...ms. leow wanted my handphone number so she could call me when she finished her lunch n ask me to collect my foolscape paper. but i gave her the wrong hp. no. i gave her the one i left at home. double mistake. so in the end i APPROACH her to tell her forget 'bout collecting the paper now. i told her i'll collect iti some other time. tt's it. have a nice laugh

Misunderstandings

2005-05-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

We were suppose to meet online now, but Nicholas got the date wrong. Now he could'nt access the computer coz his sis using 4 exams n i cant send him the literature file. Die liao lah. I send from my hotmail to my gmail but my gmail haven receive yet leh. so now i printing out the script and will bring to sch tomorrow. big mess. Hope will get this settled fast, coz all the info now in my hands. Haiz, forget 'bout it first lah.

Today n sch I was chatting wif Ivan 'bout something then we were laughing away. Then nicholas came over n said "ivan is jason ah" in case u r wondering who jason is, he is a character out of the script. jason is in love with another character called cindy. in short, nicholas is saying i m something like in love with ivan. -which broke my heart- i really feel lyk killing nicholas there and then. YUP. and ivan too. I HATE NICHOLAS I HATE NICHOLAS I HATE NICHOLAS

Thursday-the day i feel lame

2005-05-05T01:40:00.000-07:00

Finished my exams today. Rest, Peace at last. have that irking feeling i failed my maths, but who cares now? now exam over free bird liao, can go shopping. Saturday'll pop over to nicholas house do lit project. quite stupid actually, this project. we have to produce a play under so tight the deadline... confirm die liao... the script also quite lame...lol...nicholas wont visit this blog...so i m saying what i lyk liao... bryan keeps talking 'bout me in front of nicholas.. pai seh pai seh... bryan said i was like the only topic they could talk 'bout, which was VERY LAME LAH. bryan very kai poh, always trying to be matchmaker. lol. currently i m talking to woon zong han although i am the only one talking. bet even if he replies it'll be WHAT? SHUT UP? or FU*K OFF....so heck care him lah..and he still haven reply YET. The chatbox i accidentally delete liao. so in the meantime u guys juz have to make do without it. yup. until i gd mood then register again.

Failure

2005-05-03T06:53:00.000-07:00

Yup. Nadia half confessed to liking Nicholas.

I'm very sure...tt i failed my D&T plus my geog n history. I'm having science tommorow. and yes, while i still have revision to do, i updating my blog. Oh and Nadia is also my angel, which makes it double worse. What a huge mess i'm in.......*sign*

Pissed Off

2005-04-30T02:55:00.000-07:00

Yup. You dont like it? Then dont read.

Zhonghua Primary is merging with another sch in 2007. Woon Zong Han sis will escape tt disastrous fate. yup. lucky her. this year p5 will be the last batch.

and i m afraid. afraid that i will fall into a triangle like ferris, adeline and val. u ex zhonghua peex noe what i mean. lets pretend tt i am val. i m being loved by xiong xiong. *happy ending*? nope. adeline appears. adeline gets close to xiong xiong. and tt's it for val. plus adeline is a lot more attractive than val. plus val sits at the other end of the classroom. plus the fact that xiong xiong is soft-hearted. plus the fact....lots of fact. u guys get what i am trying to say? i feel challenged. Very. u noe i dont like to be challenged. no way.

eyes roll

2005-04-27T04:35:00.000-07:00

guyz. peck khee now has her own blog too. one tt blossy helped her create. and its so damn nice lor. but so not fair. why shld blossy help her create nv help me? aiya forget it lah. peck khee always want to follow trends. u noe she put two butterflies beside her name and below she quoted "i'm cool". ~eyes rolling again~
yesterday literature very funny. i was in the same lit grp as him lor then there was a passage very funny so of coz i made comments then nobody could concentrate on writing out the summery coz eveyone laughing at what i said. in the end he told me "stop making me laugh lah" so lame. hmpfmh.

Cold and Hot

2005-04-24T01:27:00.000-07:00

I feel so cold....
I am not anymore....
Coz i feel hot...

Drama got gold with honors.
The zps carnival was messy, Not lyk those we had during our times. For one things, our beloved teachers, Mrs. Lee and Mr. Liew decided to operate indoor stalls. Mr liew took to selling drinks *snorts* while Mrs. lee had a "dance dance revolution". *roll eyes* So i am feeling ill... saturday morning my grand fever was 39.66C. Late afternoon it was 40.0C+++. Went to the doctor AGAIN this morning. Now i have to CHART my temperature every 4 hrs. Sad, isnt it? Then i had a haircut. Layer. Now the front is sholder length. Good. I am feeling hot now. A few minutes ago i had been feeling cold. man...i hate fever. It made me feel woozy. By the way, two doctors had given me M.C.s but i dont intend to use them anyway. Doctors shld realise that when i dont want M.C.s i meant it. Waste of paper. +Hmpfhh+ tomorrow have P.E. *sniff* hope i wont feel wobbly. I could hardly walk yesterday. I jumped instead. !!!???!!!<-- is that ur expression? there Is a simple explanation. I cant stable my feet, so i jump from place to place to prevent myself from falling down... haiz...sicko wicko fever...c ya

It SUCKS BIG TIME

2005-04-20T03:31:00.000-07:00

this is going to be my stress relief blog...actually i m also going to turn it into my "learning" blog. I am going to train my writing skills here. Its easier typing in front of a computer than doing it under the hawk eyes of my english teacher. and she wear spects. kk, enough of that nonsense. main topic today: sleeping..yup...sleeping.
dun "huh" first until u finish reading this blog. coz "sleeping" is an VERY interesting topic to write on. yup. lets c. when u r asleep.....
u can be fully asleep, dreamless, half asleep, fantasing...or dreaming, deeply in sleep. u can fall asleep in many ways. for me i always belong to the half asleep, fantasing category. u lie and think 'bout things like ur maths textbk then ur mind can dunno how make u think of questions then ridiculas things. thats when u r dreaming. u dun noe it, but u ARE actually sleeping already. then sometimes in the middle u can wake with a jerk that is not exactly pleasant then remembers ur weird dream and wonder how the hell u can go into that stae. if u have the sme experience as me, dun worry. its, VERY NORMAL. the other type of "sleep" i wun explain, coz u juz noe them too well... so...long blog isnt it. and that's it. happy swearing.

Threading on dangerous waters

2005-04-16T19:35:00.000-07:00

so now yi ying visits my blog as well. this means i cant post anymore sickly love stuff coz she is VERY VERY close to discovering who that guy is. anyway. ya. in case u r wondering why i didnt post yeaterday, its coz i slept the day away. how? i woke up at like 11.am yesterday, then had my afternoon nap from 2pm to 8am today. Get it? no? meaning i slept for 17 hours without having my dinner or brushing my teeth. that's how tired i m.
anyway...after vsiting stacy's blog and the zhp6a forum, i realised that everyone is getting so chim, with the obvious exception of me. sad, isnt it? and woon zong han TOTALLY ignores me. i really want to cry... its not what u guys think ok? i dun laugh all day long. I cry too... I cried during drama...coz i cough too hard and the tears juz came. sad. zong han used to make me laugh..used. not now. not anymore. sad. its raining. yet i feel so hot. why? hello? anyone's here? nope...no one answers my call...my call for freedom
before drama...bryan from 1/6(yusaku's class) fell and hurt himself. and he cried. It muz hurt REAL bad. coz bryan isnt the crying kind. well, i wasnt there. but when I rushed over, he wasnt crying anymore. kk, dun get it wrong. i am juz being a fren. i swear i wasnt overly concern. My heart will always be with you, woon. Whoops. shit. kidding.

Laugh my head off

2005-04-14T04:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday i promised 2 of my frens, min hui and yi ying that i will make ivan believe i like him. so i started plan A. which is: air kisses. i blew so many air kisses that i am SO tired of them. next comes the love letters. then the "i love you" and "wo ai ni". the final love letter does the trick. similar to the letter to zong han, i added XOXOXO then at the bottom left hand corner, *pukes*vomits*faints*. urm...then he sent me a note: "I only treat u as a friend!!!" then he signed his name and drew a crying face. either crying or cold sweat i dunno. but the really thing that scared me off was that by his "to jacqueline" he actually drew a smiley face. and he was those kind very proper guy. somemore he decorated the note and i think that's one of the few times he ever does that. so now i think mayb i a little too extreme. haiz...boys...then another big joke. i showed that note to tt special guy then ivan took it back, cancel his name at the bottom and put tt special guy's name. then ivan ask the guy whether that statement was true or not, meaning whether tt guy agree with the note tt that special guy only treat me as a normal fren. then i was there tt guy so pai sei dunno how to reply. both of us were laughing and laughing, but we both kept quiet lor. kk, hope u get the idea.

In a dark room

2005-04-09T02:48:00.000-07:00

trapped...
the walls are closing in
alone...
no one...
crying...
thinking...
wondering where he is...
i need him desperately...
i miss him...
he left me...
expected...
without a look back...
he stole the key...
then key to my heart...
return it he wont...
he left me to die...
alone...

pretty sad isnt it? cannot lyk tt. muz have a changed version. continue reading...

trapped.
alone...
the walls are closing in...
dark...very dark...
he went...
to buy lunch...
he took the key...
the key to the door...
the room is on fire...
i cant get out...
i have no key...
smoke...
lots of smoke, thick, black...
help...
no fire extinguisher...
shld have listened to mum...
nt to play with fire...
....................
where am i?
oh, the hospital...
fireman...him.....
very shuai...
fireman saved me...
my prince charming......
is him...tt guy
(pls execpt he is not a fireman)

I wanna slp

2005-04-08T04:39:00.000-07:00

drama changed to friday, so now i juz came back from drama. lets nt talk much 'bout it, i noe u guys dun particularly adore drama. i wont make u bored.
>if u read my previous post, u'll have noticed i mentioned two guys, 1st woon zong han, 2nd whose name i wont tell. i promised him.
>k, woon first. i miss him. i miss having a chase wth him. i miss playing catching. hey, i also miss his blush. so cutee, from ears to cheek. i miss being frens with him..i m sad to leave...sad.....
>its april. so fast. we been separated for 4 months. no feelings, i dun miss u guys tt much anymore. i noe u wont curse me, coz u probably feeling the same.
>tt guy again. cuter than woon, nt tt woon is cute anyway... so tired. i m hanging on...reaching, falling
>nthing much happened today, unless u count me dancing with a senior. tt senior is a gal, mind u, dun thiink gross.
>i dont wanna say this, but i m found a "boar" i said it in code, coz i only want all 6a members to noe what i m talking 'bout. anderson is a small world. they'll probably guess if i say it directly.
>so...happy guessing. hm..pls...who is "stranger" at the forum? pls...tag me

that special guy...

2005-04-08T04:33:00.000-07:00

i was wiv him.
him, who u dont need to noe.
juz noe, that he exists.
juz 4 me, mayb,
coz i dont know too.
those, so near
yet so far apart.
what's the use of crushing of someone
when u noe that person doesnt lyk u
be lyk me.
choose wisely
but dont betray your heart
hate, rather than love hopelessly
love, rather than wait hopelessly.
he came, he seeked me.
he's the one, for now
maybe for ever
i'll never noe
i noe myself, but i dont noe him.
am i juz a fren, or someone special?
he confessed. so what?
my 1st love, and i hope it's foreva.
woon zong han,
he's gone, not anymore
in any case, i nv lyk him before
i juz pray, that
zong han will remember me foreva...
as one of his good frenz,
while this special guy,
rmb me as a special individual.
i shall end. i hav enough. no more.

-_-"

2005-04-06T04:47:00.000-07:00

THE phase of romance is over in my life. Relax, guys. I didnt broke up with anyone. I juz meant that i grown out of writing romance story in my blog. Reason? i ran out of story to continue, but those i written shld be good enuf already lor. When this phase pass over me again, i promise to share with u guys---if i remember.
So. The. Big. News. Today.
I pierced my ears today. Big news? Dun say "chey". To me, ear piercing is a "jing tian dong di" thing. Coz its my second hole, third time piercing. Dun understand? coz i pierced the fisrt hole twice before. So today i made a trip to the jewellary shop myself. Alone. Kind of sad. The previous two times i ha company. mainly mom and my cousin. Hm...still hurts...

.................

2005-04-05T05:06:00.000-07:00

Wanna know what? teacher wants us to play a game call angel and mortal. the angel is suppose to look after the mortal secretly. everyone will be assigned an angel and a mortal. u can try to guess who ur angel is, but u must keep ur mortal a secret. kinda lame. but well...ms. leow also says tt not only the angel can put things for the mortal, others can too. tt kinda means we can put love messages. hm...interesting...very... means i can slot some things into a particular guy one. relax. i will control myself....

In The Class

2005-04-04T07:16:00.000-07:00

I shall do away with that story today.
Today.
The day i got a shock.
When My handphone vibrates in art lesson.
Remember. Vibrates
Shock of my Life.
It was an idiot.
Who dosent feel lyk walking over to me.
Juz to ask a question.
A very lame one.
So he decided to use sms.
To Give me a Shock.
Now i m on the lookout. I wont jump again when my pocket vibrates. Very weird feeling. especially when u are not expecting it. Dotz.

I got that feel.

2005-04-03T05:33:00.000-07:00

Felt like blogging more than once today. this blog is one place i can say what i want without bothering who is there. if u dun feel like reading, so be it. who cares---nt me.

Reality is set. He is there. But will he stay? god knows. but i dont. not me. how i wish i noe. would reality crack? if yes, how? if no, why? Is he truly mine. mine to have? i had never believed in faith. never before. why am willing to try now? becos i changed? or becos of him. this is scary. very scary. i dont want this to be. i want back my world. but somehow, i want him too. i m stuck. somewhere in between dreams, and reality, a place i dont noe where. a place i cant fit in, a place i dont belong. help........

It changes

2005-04-02T18:06:00.000-08:00

The dream! It slipped through my fingers and wove itself around them. It became heavier and heavier, till i cant hold it anyway. that's when i know its a reality. my life will never be the same ever again.

didnt catch much slp yesterday. spent the nite online chatting to frenz. kinda tiring. then after tt still cant slp. coz got one idiot keep smsing me. then again i STILL CANT SLP. coz too much things happened in a day. cant cope. oh well. wateva. still muz go library. i feel like doing a research on chain letters. c how the world they affected me so much. c u guys around. someday.

So near yet so far

2005-04-02T04:50:00.000-08:00

just out of my reach. i can feel it tickling my fingertips, teasing me, slowly retreating, never within my reach. i lunged forward to catch empty air. what can i do, it is but, a dream.

Hi to all who visits. i noe i didnt blogged for ages, juz didnt feel like it. i've been exhasted. not a reasonable excuse, but it IS still an EXCUSE. recently there had been a article in the newspaper 'bout blogging. it's 'bout a gal going with the name of xia xue. 6000+ ppl visit her blog everyday. the article says her sense of humor won a deal with some company or other. i went to check out her blog today. it took soooo long to load. www.xiaxue.blogspot.com IT WASNT at all what the article described. stacy is DEFINATELY a MUCH BETTER writer than her. it was shit. i was so disapointed, hell cares anyway. xia xue was so damn rude. she used the **** word in almost EVERY blog, and i bet she thinks that's cool. anyway, busy week. holidays are over. sports day was fun. of coz, with the zong han element. i had a nice time chasing him. i had gone for ages without stretching my legs. anderson juz ISNT the place to run. although the teachers keep encouraging u to run along the corridors. any sensible ppl will noe u WILL bang into something somehow or other. blue house won by a margin of around 200+ points. great. i just ADORE blue. so. hows u guys doing? remember: i added a tagboard. tag me.

Wilson Woon Zong Han

2005-03-28T01:22:00.000-08:00

Juz sent him a long long letter. thought u guys might like to noe. jeez. i said his eyes cute, his lips cute... and added XOXOXO at the end...dun get me wrong though, i m juz getting into the mood for my scrpt... short post, isn't it

Tagboard

2005-03-19T20:43:00.000-08:00

I broke my own rule--and added a tagboard. i dun think u guys can c it, its right at the bottom. scroll down. so...tag me? nah, i juz want comments. though i doubt the tagboard would onli b used for comments. The change of blogskin was by accident. i accidentally deleted away my old pink one, so i juz choose another.

Down "n" Out

2005-03-18T21:55:00.000-08:00

duuno why, juz anyhow think of that tittle. lolz. feeling...less than normal 2day. coz i remember faintly it to b saturday. got one more day to go before school reopens n i haven completed my homework yet. look how good i m to u guys, adding blogs when i haven done my homewrk. certainly something that is greatly disencourage by teachers worldwide. u read my blog coz u r bored, looking for some reading materials that is not the same boring old things everyday. so that kind of made me into an author. or an entertainer. my main job is to create a long blog that would fill ur satisfaction, rite? so after i discovered the true meaning behind blogging, i come to realise that authors need comments in order to improve, and to write greater books, in my case, greater blogs. kk, those are juz tricks to lure u into writing comments, but think, isnt it all the same? the great author, me, is looking forward to ur much welcome comments.

+Be Open To The Truth+

2005-03-17T01:47:00.000-08:00

bless me, i actually though of a decent tittle. juz finished talking to wan ting n yiying on the msn. apparently no one noes me by *jac* n also becoz i put down me yahoo email @ the class list. lame. who says one cant hav more than one email! so here i m, the advertiser 4 the yahoo mail. read carefully. yahoo provides a bigger mail box than hotmail. 250mb. ya, thats quite alot. plus u dun get irritating advertisements when u log in. now 4 the hotmail. got msn, useful fast n i dunnoe what else. k, 4get 'bout email. u probably falling off ur chair by now. lets talk 'bout more meaningful thing. Is it normal 4 guys to hav their own blog? coz i got one peer leader he got his blog. plus he added tagboard n chang the blogsking n a million things i didnt bother doing. so, answer my question if u hav an answer. if the *peer leader* happens by chance to c this post, pls dun b offended. the guys i noe are very weird, so i juz asking to confirm *typical* guy behaviour. hope woon zong han will reply to me email. n it is nt a love letter. i juz sent him something that has rather harsh words in it, serves him rite for nt waiting 4 me on cny eve.

Library

2005-03-16T02:26:00.000-08:00

Went library. ate sushi--yeh! sushi rox!. then finished maths hm wrk. lolz, nothing happen much today. also i dun noe what to write. so sad. jokester on msn claims to be steven. then he say he loves me. as if the real steven will say that. lolx. to those hu still dunnoe who jokester is, he is joshua chia. dun get fooled by him.

Sunny Sunday.

2005-03-12T20:27:00.000-08:00

Juz what i need. will go out after typing this blog. i'm going to buy some things to decorate my room. Haiz... i nv seem to get any reply. so sad. i noe i nv change the blog skin or tagboard or blah blah blah, the simple reason being there's no need to, n i dun noe how to. No one is online at this hr. its 12.47 pm now. onli 3 are online. cheerio? i think not. basically i m juz bored to death. and ya www.quizilla.com is quite a nice site. they have vampires quizzs too, which, i of course, tried out. btw the nail thingy outside the cinema at j8 4th floor cannot b trusted. i wasted $2 on it juz to c the effect. i did it on my middle fingers. hehe. anyway, i got it off yesterday. couldn't stand it. hav a try if u dun believe me. oh, n its all at your own risk. it does not compensate for damaged fingers. Cheers

Steven Yuwono Sux

2005-03-12T04:41:00.000-08:00

Could'nt think of other tittles. yesterday got our grand great cross country. One of the boys i happen to hav a hatred for--kk, not so much of hate- came in 4th, and got a trophy. then another boy i was cheering on came in 6th. so sad rite? nv, i guess, coz at least he still in top ten. but i so bu fu qi lor... btw, i won b cheering wzh on 4 ANYTHING. i finally made up my mind and decided that he is not WORTH IT to be remembered. Cheerio. he's all yours, stace. dumb dumb dumb. march holis finally here. i going around the world!, k, sori, i mean, goin round singapore. pls dun laugh. i m free free free---not. i got like tons of homewrk to do. easy rite?--not. so leave me all pathetic like this, dun mind me, do your own shopping, juz remember to buy me a thing. Yippy Yap Holidays!

Holidays

2005-03-10T01:15:00.000-08:00

Yup, the holidays are finally here. what else can i say? ---i m bored. n i miss woon zong han. so long nv c him, i realli wonder how he is like now. stanley yuwono sms me at 11pm last nite. steven got 1 mark higher than me in the total final common test score, man, i m so sick of him bragging. so to all zhp6a 2004 kids, if u guys r reading me blog, pls contact me or blossom if u r free on Sunday. we r taking a l
ittle trip down j8. Gary said he couldnt go, dunno real or fake fake one, coz bloss was the one inviting him. c if i can drag him out. rmb 2 turn up on sports day. btw, zhss ppl can pls tell wzh i miss him??? thx lots XOXOXO

Paper cranes

2005-03-09T05:24:00.000-08:00

Been folding lots of paper cranes lately. so tired. 2day got drama. it was the most fun session i ever had so far. met quite a lot of ppl in drama, but can only recognise by face, not name. so sad. lolx. got lots of maths hm wrk, k, juz kidding, but quite a fair amount. 2morow need to bring lots of bks, so sad. got maths eng chinese n art. steve got 5 marks higher than me in SSI. oh ya, n i passed my home econs. so happy! yo, wonder when can c woon zong han again. (*n*) so sad, nv talk to him 4 so long... ... n no, I m NOT love-sick. only stacy is idiotic enuf to like that idiot. those who can turn up better turn up 4 sports day. its on 31th march 2pm--around 5pm+++

bizzee

2005-03-05T20:41:00.000-08:00

i m onli updating this out of guilt, i really have no time 4 this at all. so sad. i m typing at a super fast speed too, with chew zhi xuan going after me to update the zhp6a forum. as if i got the time. he keeps hounding me, ya, RI big deal. even as i m typing this i m remembering i haven taken my lunch yet plus i haven done my homewrk n i haven done something i hav forgotton, i m losing my memory which is not a very gd thing coz i desperately need it now. oh n i visited zps with ee vian yesterday then played bbadminton with donghui i guess thats 'bout all, i really hav to go. wish me luck

Dun feel like thinking of tittles

2005-03-02T05:03:00.000-08:00

so, wats there to say? today drama lor then very normal day pls post ur comments so... very bored i made a new enemy in sch. its a gal. shes been callin me barbie doll n pomeranian and irritatin n annoying n stuff. objects to everythin i say. sux. u noe wat, perhaps shes jealous, who cares anyway. i survived josh pretty well, didnt i? guess i'll do one thing i m best at, act sweet! hehe, i did it alot to irritate the boys at zps. by the way she comes from a gals school n she calls me a les. plus shes always talking 'bout soccer n basketball. guess u guys noe who's more of the wrong sex. relax, anyone can make to bloss's shopping trip durin' the march holidays?

March

2005-03-01T02:08:00.000-08:00

in story bks, march is depicted beautifully. birds are singing, flowers are blooming, sun is shinning, it is spring. what they forgot to add is homework is adding. yes, unfortunately. i got about like a zillion project n hm wrk. hard life. i juz cant imagine flowers and birds right now, its kind of hard. i lost my never been good imagination, its now worse. i gotta think of an animal 4 drama, a 50-words poem 4 maths, but so far, i juz thought of: maths is hard, maths is fun, but most of all, it kills time. lamer, gonner, i m a saddist. judging myself, i kinda despise me 4 coming up with this kind of sentences. pity me. so now what? get help from stacy? cant. i need it tomorrow. i never been brilliant at poems anyway, so guess i juz flunk it. kk, i told a lie, i never compose a poem b4, all those previous i did was from technology, the google site. hey! i rely alot on google. say cheers---srry i mean, checkmate

I noe, I noe

2005-02-25T07:24:00.000-08:00

kk, i noe i nv add new post 4 very long. but i hav exams previous week, dun hav the time n energy. u guys wun believe i actually studied 4 all my tests, but i did. unfortunately i still got that feelin i going to flunk some of them. say a prayer 4 me. -- no dun, i dun believe in religon. anyway, now i free again, ok, i m lying, i still got like 3 projects, dunno how many research n a lot of hm wrk. seriously i startin to regret we left primary sch so fast. its nicer to be top of the sch rather than being the bottom. nv mind, i'll survive. wish me luck

XOXOXOXOXO

2005-02-14T01:14:00.000-08:00

Yah, hugs n kisses. Gross? 2day's valentine's day! yipee! actually, no. Steven, val, ferris birthday on 22, 23, 24 Feb respectively. Yah, meanin' sarah n i hav to spend a LITTLE bit more money. Wanna noe something? Stevie, ferris n stanley all got new handphones. stevie gave me all their numbers, after i promised him not to urm... call, sms his cousin, the GREAT ferris. well, i sms-ed ferris. i wanted to tell steven i will MMS his cousin, but i didnt get my words out. Hey, u noe, it was stanley who sent me the first sms. he sent to the wrong person. i was not meant to receive the message, but i did anyway. hm..i cannot rmb giving me number to him, but anyway, had quite an average day 2day, if u minus the flu. yah, unfortunately i caught the bug. sux. i still munching on chocolates n diet coke, though, who cares. mum is goin' to drag me to the doctor. eww... horrible medicine. gross. wish me luck (*n*)

Valentine's Day

2005-02-12T21:57:00.000-08:00

Yeah, gross. But actually its quite cute. n quite profitable 4 gift shops. 1 stalk of rose can escalate up to $3.50. in case u dunno, normarl price is only $2.00. not that i plannin' to buy any, ANYWAY. dun let ur thoughts wander to zong han, gary, or anybody else. i noe they r cute n all that(pls dun vomit here) but I DUN LUV THEM. i dun plan to spend My valentine's day wiv those...SLUGS ANYWAY. in case u r wondering, i gonna spent my day wiv my bed--dun think gross. i DESPERATELY ran out of time to sleep. hm..not gd 4 complexsion. anyway, hope u hav a great VALENTINE'S DAY--ewww... Best wishes to all out there... Blossy n Gary, Stace n Woon, Xingzi, Ee Vian n Stevie, Jasmine n ???Dickson??? Adeline, Valerie n Ferris, Dong Hui n Gui Qi, Zhi Xuan n Pei Ying....if i 4got to mention ur name, sorry. If u REALLY like me to mention UR Name, pls reply n tell me hu u r, n who u like. THX--dun b offended

Oh Dear!

2005-02-10T06:40:00.000-08:00

now cny holiday over. i also dunnoe wat hm wrk i hav. i very scared leh. i sent 4 sms to 4 different ppl but no one reply!!! how?!! wish me luck!

I LuV cnY!

2005-02-09T02:41:00.000-08:00

Cny Rox! I juz luv cny-4 the red packets lah, of cos. 2day also my b-dae hor, dun 4get. Aiya, the NKF card come again. lucky its Cny, nor else i really 'bankrupt' already lah. Went to visit my aunt lor, she got a son i haven met for 4 yrs. He JC1 already lah. Pityful, hor, we still so young! U guys, pls keep in touch hor. dun 4get me. i doubt u would, anyway, coz i so cute... Rmb, now tat i missed woon zong han on CNY, i wan 2 c him on sports day n teachers day. its a deal! plus i still hav to save up. promise to buy a new pencil case 4 steven. lucky val n sarah chippin in!

-8 Feb-

2005-02-07T22:46:00.000-08:00

WHOOPIE! i finally saw all of u idiots!--no offence--now i happy already can add u guys to my msn. hehe srry to gary lor, when i accidentally "confess" my "love" actually, i kinda guess its a joke. aiya, dun care wat u guys think, as long as dun take it 4 real i luv gary can already. coz blossom...blossom...the rest u guys figure out urself! look, 4 all the guys who visit this website, u all so evil lor. all so bad to me. mayb next time i'll start a campaign against guys! remember to turn up on sports day, to cheer 4 our houses. BLUE HOUSE ROX! --guys, can u pls quit that LAME joke 'bout yusaku?--

Saturday

2005-02-04T17:17:00.000-08:00

woke up at 8 though i slept at 12 last nite. gonna hit the library 2day. finish readin anne of windy poplars yesterday. very tedious book. very small, but took me 4 days to finish. unfortunately, i still hav two library books to complete-by today-b4 i go library. guess most probably i will juz return them--they r all anne books. *sign* wish me luck~ oh ya, roswell high books series ROX! mayb i should juz quit readin those anne books~%$#&^!

CNY

2005-02-03T23:16:00.000-08:00

Know What? I m giving out valentine's day prezzie on CNY eve. Lame? Na-da. Hope e guys dun blush when i present them with heart-shaped things. No, i m not giving to any one particular guy, except mayb woon zong han. cant help it. really, dun noe how i'll reac t if woon got a girlfrenZ. is he frenZ enUf to stIlL RemBeRer mE as hiS frEnZ or will he 4get me. Heard from stevie that woon's new frenz is pretty rude, worst then joshua, on the other hand, it might b quite fun to meet his new frenz. u guys noe how much i like to provoke guys. Anyone noes that a boy from 1-3 develop a crush on val? No? pity me, it's been one month n i'm still "single n available" Oh, i hope val wun kill me when she sees this. Hav a Gd Day!

Juz 4 u guyz

2005-02-03T23:05:00.000-08:00

Hey U!

2005-02-03T06:01:00.000-08:00

Yo!Gary rox! Oh! ya, tats my official "slogan" by the way val, if u had finished insultin me, pls do rmb not to jian li wang yi. i noe ur new best frenz very nice, but dun 4get us, k. coz i n stevie still on very close terms. might overtake our relationship. now tat he stopped popping into my class, its better. then again, i wanted a daily report on ferris, hehe i dun want all the gory details though. hey ppl,u guys better b there on 8 feb k, aw, anderson tamed me. hello everyone, i m a tamed tiger. lolz...

Hi long time no c

2005-02-02T06:17:00.000-08:00

Guess what? I got a B- 4 my 1st english compo, yes, i do have a handkercheif with mi now, i need it. imagine, a B-!!! so...guess u guys are tired of my "miss woon" thingy, so from 2day, i will try, TRY and refrain from usin that. Oh, dun let out a sigh yet, i'll soon think of another to replace that. how 'bout say... yo!gary rox!--sounds "funner" right?
ha, that's it, yo!gary rox! pls remember, no matter what ee vian said, I WUN LIK GARY---obviously u guys noe what kind of "lik" i m talkin' 'bout, so dun poke here n there. whoever, whatever, no one, NO one, can take over woon's frenzship. He currently still rated No. 1 Yo! so anderson guys, if u r readin this--esp. nicole, ivan, dennis---pls remember that i M NOT IN LUV WITH ANY OF U IDIOTS! oh, i do take this seriously!! hey, come on 6a members, rmb--we rox! Blue House ROX! Sux to green yellow red! (*u*)

i m changin

2005-01-29T20:31:00.000-08:00

y iz everyonee so full of complains? boy, i m so cheesed off. no one bother to reply my sms to go shoppin' the followin are d offenders: loi ee vian huo dong hui pook wen kai---bad bad bad. plus still hav to do cny card ah i got ideas but they take a lot of time i juz can't sit down quietly finish them. haiz those who noes me will noe i swear by pants but recently i went into skirts dunno y. try n help me figure it out. i miss goin school wiv u guys--alot-- i miss the study corner we use everyday i miss runnin after woon n he runnin after me i miss josh's waterbottle sprayin i miss ferris flickin my hair n i miss arguein wiv u guys oh... all these memories r fadin away i'm afraid i wun b able to hold on to them so now wat? can't everyone get their own blog so we can stay in touch??? blah.. i still hav to go library n no one replied to my sms YET...

Sorri Lor

2005-01-28T19:38:00.000-08:00

Aiya, juz finish readin' elaine's n val's blog. no need to get so worked up. lets tackle tis one by one. elaine: standin' up n tellin' eveyone u dun lik him anymore is the one way to kill tat guy in ur heart. look at me n woon, i didn't retreat into darkness juz becoz nicoloes told eveyone-mind u really everyone includin all the guys he noes-tat i lik woon zong han. i became famous overnite. guys i dun even noe fr other classes came n told me zong han. i thought tat's lame! by the way by nicoloes i mean from zps not nicole from anderson! Val: do u noe juz becoz u didn't go i miss a chance 2 c zong han! i still haven settle scores wiv u yet...n steven also never tell me zong han got go. i gonna kill him! The rest of the readers: if u dunno wat i m talkin' about, pls visit the followin': www.christmasbubbles.blogspot.com, www.haruka1.blogspot.com Thx

Drama...

2005-01-26T05:10:00.000-08:00

i m not so sure drama rocks anymore. well the first time was ok lor, but i guess stratagic games still rulz! only that secondary dun hav it now. by the way, do u guys noe tat it dun exist anymore in zps? coz moz of the members last year are mainly P6,6A at tat, so now we all leave not enuf ppl, n they decided 2 close it. i mean, wat's the point, its a club tat juz let u relax, gd 4 students takin psle, P4 streamin', but they juz join some other stupid cca. they'll leave 2 regret it. Strategic Games Club Rulz!(although it doesn't exist anymore)

Hahzzzz

2005-01-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

if u all seen val's blog u will also piti her. but let me rejoice 1st my p.e. teacher 2day absent!! anyway... u all noe lah, i got into drama lor...DRAMA ROX! went back to zps 2day then go n disturb mr. liew his hair dye until brown like...then he also never put spikes so lik more messier than woon zong han's. i think tat shows his age! hehe...anyway i heard woon goin' back lah, so... Rejoice!

Aw...

2005-01-23T01:07:00.000-08:00

I hate Sundays. Sundays mean the end of a weekend N also mean goin' back 2 school. Without u guys, i tamed down quite a bit. I was never as wild at Anderson when compared 2 zps. How i miss those days, where we can run around the classroom killin' each other. Blah, my school iz so borin' everyone behaves so well! Plus i still got some incomplete homework, it'll be a wonder if i dun dread Monday!!! Anyway, how r u guys doin'? Feel free 2 post comments n remember 2 turn up on 8th Feb!

welcome

2005-01-22T05:22:00.000-08:00

c-ing this is my fist message, juz to tell u guys tat this is juz a way to communicate. one of the few methods to update u guys on my daily life. the life in which u guys no longer exists. U belong to a place call heart. anyway, i really miss everyone. 6a '04 rox 4 eva! pls, pls, do go back on 8th feb EVEN if tat means u hav to fake an m.c. 2 ur teacher. i dun care. juz go back. y? coz u miss me. n u noe it too.